I Cried On Monday

I cried on Monday.

It was a really big day for me.

For the first time in five years I drove on the interstate!!

I will say my heart rate was up and my hands were almost painfully gripping the wheel, but I did it.

I started driving short distances two weeks ago, which was a big deal in itself. But Monday I took all my courage and headed to a grocery store all the way across town in Winston.

As I was driving, I kept getting emotional like I was going to cry, but didn't want to while I was driving.

Once I got to Whole Foods, I called my mom up and just cried.

I cried because I was doing something I truly wasn't even sure would ever be possible for me again.

I cried because of all I have been through and all the challenges life has thrown at me.

I cried because I was overwhelmed by the magnitude of what would seem to be such a small thing.

I cried because I have been going through utter hell, and yet God has been absolutely so very faithful.

I am still treating and still fighting, but there are so many glimmers of hope shining through. All the prayers and support have been an incredible encouragement to my heart. I am so thankful for everyone joining in my journey.

It feels weird to say it but I am really proud of myself.

And I am so grateful for a faithful Father!

Hope.

(This picture was taken when I was in a parking lot, not while I was driving!)